Sitting still on a cold night
Wondering who will be next...
I fall asleep
I start to dream...
Sitting here in the rain
On the cold lonely bench...
I'm trying to make myself hate you
So that in the end you can't hurt me...
Strong and silent knight
He is always caring...
If I kissed you right now
Would you kiss me back...
The world is falling apart
Mountains turning to rumble...
Everything I've ever wanted
Always sweet caring loving...
I know I choose to live with dad
But I still love you so much...
Why do I feel like this
It hurts to look at him...
Sitting here looking at him
Wondering if he would miss me...
I hate him for leaving
I hate the way he made me...