Was i the only one who didn't see you not seeing me? :'(

I fall to pieces
everytime you walk this way
you're so close
but still a world away...

Sometimes i wonder if i can do without him...
yet, mostly, i wonder what i would do without him.

Do i fear losing someone i love? or do i fear losing someone who loves me?

One day..i know u might leave me...i can already see u fadin..are the cracks already surfacin? am i readin u right?
one day, one day u will leave my side...n u wont return...

and me...i'll find firm ground under my feet crumble.

You're so close but we're worlds apart
you're outta my reach but still in my heart

It's so hard to give someone all that you have, and have that person not want it. it hurts...really hurts. and somehow the only way to get over this hurt is to stop believing in love...so as to not hurt so bad again.

And i don't know what hurts more...
the fact that you made me cry or the fact that you don't even care that i'm crying.

Sorry didn't mean to call you
but i couldn't fight it
i guess i was weak
couldn't even hide it
and so i surrender
just to hear your voice

-from song, "purest of pain"

'you can feel how much he loves you. for a second,you think
maybe if he can just hold on to you like this, he'll keep you
from falling off the earth, out of this life.'

-from a movie