So I'll leave this kiss wet on your face
...And pray the wind won't ever blow it dry

I wanted to forget all we ever had
but i can't because the thought of forgetting you completely is more painful than just not having you by my side anymore.

It just hurts to finally realize that all this while, the love i believed was real, really wasn't so real after all.

I know we'll never be together, and yet that idea that we'll never be together feels so wrong because you feel so right for me.

When you're the only one who still cares...
you know it's time.

And i still think about the things we used to do..once, once..
and i still think about the things we might do one day..maybe..
and i still think about the things we will never do together..ever..

Who would feel for you the way i do...if not me myself?

I thought if only i pretended long enough that i didnt love you anymore, i will believe it...i thought wrong. the more i tried to pretend you mean nothing to me, the more i am reminded of how much you really are worth in my life.

Despite all he once told u, despite u choosing to believe him, all evidence points in the other direction.

the truth is that u just arent a some1 special to him. n that's when the truth hurts the most.

- it's painful to know that we'll never be together...
but what hurts the most is realizing you meant everything to me...
and me...nothing to you.-