Despite all he once told u, despite u choosing to believe him, all evidence points in the other direction.

the truth is that u just arent a some1 special to him. n that's when the truth hurts the most.

- it's painful to know that we'll never be together...
but what hurts the most is realizing you meant everything to me...
and me...nothing to you.-

Longing for soneone you know isn't there...

That's hope.