When I'm down and hurting inside
I wake up the next morning with these puffy eyes...
Why am i so beneath you
Why am i not good enough...
You always turned and gave me dirty looks
I just ignored you as best as i could...
I don't know how to put it
Or explain my friend...
Silence of the few
Until i took the chance to get to know you...
Eyes so heavy from all the tears
Life was ment to get better this year...
Round and round i run
Dig myself a deeper world, destruction...
As i sit here and paint my face
Listening to lyrics booming across the room...
I have to confess to more than one
I have to let you know what i have done...
It may not seem like the right thing to do
It might not seem i cared about you...
When i was little
I was happy and thought i would never see the day...
Last summer it at went wrong
Reality suddenly struck and i felt i didn't belong...