You grabbed my waist today as you pulled me close
But instead of thinking 'I love you...

I say i miss you to my mates,
But they just say to forget about you...

When you said you had to leave,
Told me how you would go and wouldn't return...

After i leave i can still feel your warmth
I can feel your lips on mine...

I can't tell you face to face
Because i know how fall i will go...

Through all these fake smiles
And lies i made to cover the truth...

Now i look back and everything is clear
To know that the scary secrets unfolded this year...

I don't know how to put it
Or explain my friend...

If you was to wake up,
And find out that I\'m dead...

When you see my eyes sparkle,
It is just hidden tears...

I have to confess to more than one
I have to let you know what i have done...

What happened to you?
Your life is in ruins, how...