She sits and locks her tears in;
No one would suspect her pain...
Once again I am alone
Sitting in my room with the phone...
Was she ever really there
Did they even really care...
Feeling so happy and so real
All this likeness i do feel...
All day i cry
My life is a lie...
Her heart was first broken as a little kid
It was broken by what her father did...
In her little tomb she lies with a fixed smile
In her little tomb she's been waiting for awhile...
Fake smile on my face
Knowing life is just a waste...
Silent screams in the lonely dark
She has made a new bloody mark...
Why can't she just smile for real?
And be happy and feel...
She tries her best to get good grades
But her saddness never fades...
+I fell to the ground in my room
Just thinking of my new inflickted wound...