I have dressed in white and Now I leave to search...
Outwardly pure, I need the oceans welcoming...

No one is coming
To save you my dear...

In my absence I may cease to exist
I am unworthy again, this time of you...

An envelope beside me,
A reminder...

Friends are those...
Who have seen your scars...

....
grief...

I kneel before you, unworthy,
Head bowed and arms upturned...

So quiet,
I hear...

Insomnia is Lonely
Without you...

My worst fears awaken me,
I see you no longer...

Never a moment gone,
When I have not thought of her...

Affliction rises in my throat
attempting a purge of my failure...