Never a moment gone,
When I have not thought of her...

Affliction rises in my throat
attempting a purge of my failure...

In my absence I may cease to exist
I am unworthy again, this time of you...

Introduction
In rhyme I must this truth impart...

Each morning I awoke,
Chained, by the shackles of your love...

A haunted warrior stands alone,
Scarred of flesh and thin as bone...

Nothing is as it seems,
Reality merges with dreams...

Glancing o'er the words of others,
Finding no solace in their shadowed, insinuated...

Dancing in the snow...
Flurries of sadness pirouette on a whispered dream...

Don't look to the future and tell me you can't...
Don't glance to a past that seems make believe...

I am not the cutter looking for a family,
I am not the anorexic seeking perfection...

Beset by demons dark...
Oh Goddess, please help me...