The Heart is just a muscle that pumps blood around the body. It does not hold emotions and it doesn't look like the shape on Valentine's cards. Love is based on an illusion.

Fantasy

My heart will never hurt again,
My mind will be controlled and sane,
My soul forever free from woe,
The one I love will never go.

One would think that the hardest thing to write would be a suicide note, but it's not. It's way harder writing an apology for writing a suicide note.

And on the fifth day there was chocolate cake.

This is your near death experience.
You are experiencing me near death.

*This was yesterday, I don't feel like this today, but tomorrow...who knows?*

It is easy to die for someone;
It shows greater courage and love to say "I will live for you."

Promises made, and promises broken,
These wounds that were healed, now are open.

I am the shadow of a girl you never knew,
I am the ghost who walks beside you in the night,
And the whisper you hear as darkness closes on your dreams.

My restless spirit shall walk in your dreams,
And defend you from nightmares.

And I will sleep forever in the arms of Love or Death.
All that is left is to decide which.