I Had Him..And Lost Him.
Fell For Someone Else...

People die everyday
And forever in the ground they will lay...

I smell your scent
I re-live your memories...

I envy those who haven't had their heart broken
I envy those who haven't had to b a mother...

I tell myself everyday i hate you
But somehow in the end i never do...

Death upon the ones who fail
Death upon the ones who hate...

I sit alone in my room
Wondering "Where is guardian angel&quot...

Your leaving me
Now i know it wasn't meant to be...

As your car drives by
I see you waving good bye...

Stop killing me slowly
Stop torturing me so much...

You say were not meant to be
Not us not you and me...

Cant feel anything feels like I'm dying
I cant take much more of this lying...