I was thrown out of the mental institution for depressing the other patients - Oscar Levant

So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.
- Marian Wright Edelman

Im not always depressed...only when i think and feel

Crimson drops run down my skin
I use this blade, my final sin

L ies
I nsecurity
F ear
E motions

If this is what life brings, who wants to actually stay for it?

I wish i had paid attention to you more
Spent more of my time with you
And told you i loved you more than i had
But now its too late, Your gone
And i didnt even get to say good bye

You tell me to forget, but you dont know what it feels like to have your world turned upside down and ripped apart do you?

I hate my insecurity
I hate how i choose to be
I hate the tears i cry
But most of all, i hate me

Its sad how all my happiest memories remind me of you

...because now all they do is make me cry

I cry because I miss you
I cry because I'm sad
But most of all I'm crying
Because you hurt me really bad