Put a gun to my head as i say my last goodbyes. Im sick of living this life thats only filled with lies.

Demons surround me, they are closing in...no longer can I be free, i might as well let them win.

Im not strong enough to go through this again.

Ive done this again and been here before, the only thing left to do is cringe as my blood hits the floor.

A razor blade fixes everything but your past.

Every ounce of truth is a lie waiting in disguise.

When i die and drift off to heaven,promise me you wont forget me or think about me 24/7, but keep my memory in your heart where my love for you will always stay.

You've made some mistakes, done things you want to take back,but in my eyes your perfect and nothing you do can ever change that

Forever in our hearts is where you will always be... you'll just be another one of God's angels watching out for me.

The walls around me, they are closing in.
everythings getting smaller and my world begans to spin.
On the inside im screaming but on the outside im bleeding.
please just help me one more time, its the only way i can survive.