At one time you meant little to me. You were a friend, you were a pal. So why did it all change? Why can't I live without you now?

You've hurt me more than you could ever know... and I keep telling myself your not worth it. Because every word you say to her it's just another stab in my heart. Why can't I let go the person that hurts me most?

When I've had tears in my eyes, and I'm cold and lonely, all I want is for you to come wrap your arms around me wipe away my tears and tell me it's ok. I want you to love me. want you to take my shattered heart and show it it's not over...

You don't know how long i have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone

Do I really like you? Or are you just someone there to pick up the pieces, so you can shatter them again, just like he did.

And all you see is where else you could be
When you’re at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone

Of course I still think about you, not a day goes by I don't. Can't you see the want and need in my eyes, can't you feel the heat and sensation? I just don't understand...why can't I be that feeling of temptation?

I'm cold here without you...I wonder if you even see the pain swimming in my eyes. The tears about to burst, the heart about to break. I hope one day you will open your eyes, and see all I want you to see.

This time I'm just going to sit back and wait. Wait for yet again another dissapointment, another heartache, another night full of tears.

I've tried my hardest to forget you and move on. But every boy I come across only reminds me of how much I want you. I wish you could stop this heartache and love me too. I'll wait here, in hopes that someday you will.