Are you blind? Why can't you see, see the love for you burning inside of me.
I ache for you, I cry for you.
In return I get nothing.
And yet I still go on loving you, hoping one day, you'll love me too.

I've waited too long for you.
I've cried too much over you.
Your the one I want, and the one I love.
But you act as though you don't even care.

I've lost count the number of times I've cried myself to sleep because of you. And I've lost all sense of mind whenver your around.
I wish you knew how deeply I care for you. I wish you cared for me too.

I try and forget you.
I tell myself your not worth it.
But thats just it, I know you are.
I love you, I need you.

I hope you know your the reason my eyes are worn cold and sad. Their blue have lost its color. The whites are blood shot red.
Then why do I still love you?

I spent a year waiting for you.
Yet you never even cared.
And now you act like you've changed your mind.
What do you really want?
If I wasn't good enough then, why now?

I smile at you, and laugh.
Inside I'm crying because of you.
My heart aches. I want your love.
I want you.
Will I ever be good enough?

Sometimes those who always have a smile on their face, who always seem to be happy, are really crying inside, hiding the pain from the world.

"We couldn't say that we are happy if there is no such thing as sadness. You wouldn't be so excited that someone liked you if everyone did. A kiss couldn't feel so good if we always had that feeling."

My mind is foggy, my eyes are worn cold and sad. Oh how many nights I've not slept thinking about you. How many more must I go through. Is this the thanks I get for loving you?