I walk into my dressing room
after my first play...

I wanted to be over you,
but life's just not that fair...

I decided you're not worth it,
you've hurt me more than you know...

I went to a party,
to see who would be there...

When I finally forgot about you,
the pain came back, and reminded me...

I see you with her,
and I say that I don't care...

I love Christmas
the whole season round...

You don't think you've affected me,
but that's where you'd be wrong...

Love helps you cope with a loss of someone dear,
Until the one you love is no longer near...

Yesterday you loved me,
and i loved you too...

I feel so helpless, confused and lost.
I'd pay to feel better, no matter the cost...

Everyone against there being an "us"
I think it's all getting to my head...