What reason is there to live When your family hate each other, your friends lie to you, and guys only want you for one thing

This wounded Heart
This damaged Soul
These hidden Secrets...
My story untold

Wen ppl ask wat i want 2 b wen im older...i tell them i want 2 b a butterfly....
Honestly wen im older al i want is 2 fall in love. Get married. Live hapily with a guy i love.
I think i have more chance being a butterfly. . .

I hate how i hate myself,
but have to act like i love myself,
just so i can live with myself. . .

Its easier to pretend your coming back, then acknowledge you are gone forever :(

Take this blade slice my wrists
I can no longer handle this. . .

Maybe its time i talk about
those things i never want to talk about?

Its becoming too much to handle on my own

I'll sit in silence. i wont say a word.
I never do. words just cannot express.
im falling apart, you couldnt imagine...

In my world there is no happiness
no colour.
just a depressing blackness
they have taken it.
my colour, my happiness
will i ever see it again?

As darkness spreads, and the light does fade
The pretty picture of my life starts to Break.
I crawl under the covers and fall apart.
For i cannot cope with what is my past...