I am angry and confused, and I dont know why.
I am upset and I just want to cry.
I just want to scream,
Wake up out of this dream.
So I cut and I scream and I bleed,
But still no chance of being freed.

Rainbows & butterflies,
pretti things that wont tell lies,
life is great, just close your eyes,
magic exsists dont you realise?

When was the last time you did something for the first time???

Jealousy, more powerful than love, so why is jealousy a sin?
Why is it so wrong? Why can’t it be forgiven?
Coz jealousy is what I feel hidden behind my smile
So please forgive me father, & pitch a tent for this may take while.

U have lied to me in the past,
Each time you swear it your last,
But I dont believe it, I just cant trust u
Everything you say,I have to decide if it is tru
But now Ive given up, Ive stopped listening,
Youll get what you deserve,Im wishing

I blame u even tho its not ur fault,
u added the lemon juice to my wounds n then the salt,
Ok, perhaps Im ova exaggerating,
But inside my hearts still debating,
What it is I should do?
With such strong feelings towards you?

Like many others... i fell in love
like many others... i was loved
like many others...i was hurt
like many others.. i swore neva to love agen
like many others...iv fallen in love agen...
DAM

I kno its guna take more than murderous looks to kill u,
i kno its guna take more than wishes of ur death to kill u,
i kno its guna take more than my deadly revenge to kill u,
but all u had to do was brek my heart... and now i am dead!!!

You felt
you touched
you were eroused
no one will ever touch me again
this body is mine.

I hav many hidden secrets,
many more hidden regrets,
many wishes to be dead
all locked inside my head