This poem was written for me by a very special...
I told you I would write you a happy poem. Hope...

Have you ever thought love just wasn't for you
You tried everything in the book...

On Oct.26,2004
It was that day that you hurt me in a certain way...

My first born is gone away
In my stomach is where I wish she would of stayed...

I know what it's like to feel as a misfit. I know...
This is a letter to my self reminding me everyday...

I love you
It's nothing I can do about that...

Finally I'm dead
Because I shot myself in the head...

Momma please don't go
there is something I want you to know...

I love you for you
but hate some of the things you do...

I thought love was just
a mirage of the mind...

My love is here to stay
No matter if you feel...

Love is friendship
set on fire...