Faking life,
to prevent worry...
The swirling mist,
the unending fog...
I used to feel guilty,
Like it was all my fault...
Whys there never anyone there,
when you need to talk...
Life is like a river,
it twists and turns...
False life,
fake smile...
In just two weeks my worlds been torn in two,
14 days is all it took...
Drinking has taken hold,
the alcohol has taken over...
Shouting, yelling, hate,
the fighting, pain and blood...
Welcome to my nightmare,
where nothing is as it seems...
The pain I've caused can not be reversed,
the trouble not be erased...
Through life and living,
my fate has been sealed...