Why have emotions
When all they cause is pain...

All paths are blocked,
The doors locked with no key...

Needing to escape this place,
But deeply fearing the end...

Bruises, cuts and cigarette burns,
Are just the surface wounds...

Flickering light
Fading life...

False life,
fake smile...

Water runs to blood,
specters speak...

Many times you have hurt me,
In ways you'll never know...

I used to feel guilty,
Like it was all my fault...

The light can be seen,
But not be reached...

No point or reason for living
Aimlessly wandering on...

I'm sorry for all the pain i cause,
all the worry and the strife...