In this darken state
of a life that must be lived...
I woke with such a morning rush
My mother and brother crying...
I am nothing
nothing at all...
You was a bright eyed boy
of love and kindness...
I feel
abandoned by...
Cast to the shadows
hearing you all laugh at me...
As it come closer
i smile as my life ends...
Being alone I let my tears flow
Able to unveil the lady behind...
You make me smile
you make me laugh...
Now in the dark
all alone...
Running down my wrist
Ending in a drop...
I have mess it up this time
done a number...