Joyful and dead
Three laughs everyday...

Is it possible to be afraid of yourself?
When you aren't afraid of anything else...

I hold your hand
As tight as I can...

I feel hollow inside
I have no one to call my own...

I wish for something
My something a someone...

I wish I could believe you
But you can't even believe yourself...

Spread your wings
Fly up high...

I clutch it in my hand
Even though I cannot see it...

The movie
The motion...

I like the blood that drips
Losing oxygen from my grip...

I talk
You're deaf...

I think I am crazy
When did I go wrong...