hay, thats my word i know how to spell hey but everyone knows me for my hays...lol..well i like writing but i love making storys up...i used to write all the time..but now i just cant seem to get my ideas down on paper the way i used to....but i still love writing when ever i feel like the org to write...

hi everyone, I haven't been on this site in a while. I feel like that's because iv been busy not writing like I was once but living my own love story. I have two handsome 9 month old twin boys. I had them with the man I would always write about. I left him in 8th grade because I was afraid to get heart by him(to get a broken heart after getting to close). we still talked from time to time, and when we would he would always want to get back together, I wasn't ready. I was in high school and didn't want the relationship drama. he found someone after a while, although he would still call and we would always talk for hrs. long story short---he had a baby by her. I could have been with him after words but decided not to. it wasn't until 2011 that I finally decided I wanted to be with him. he broked my heart like it was a peace of tomato that he through to the streets. I forgave so much but im still hurtying over everything. he left me after 3 moths of me being pregnant. he was not there for my pregnantcy or after. im sharing this my reall story because I gave him my virginity at 21 (2011). I gave him everything and all I ever wanted was for someone to love me. girls never let a guys words mean the world to you. I knew what he was doing all along I ust wanted him to be the one so much I didn't care, although now im alone with TWO kids and now I care.