I look into your beautiful blue eyes
Trying not to think about my size...

All i feel is pain
all i hear is them shout and scream...

Hiding behind this smile
will only work for a little while...

Water runs over my soft skin
As I think about the mess im in...

Light a cigarette and smoke
Light a joint and toke...

I was never good enough
Never nice enough...

No one likes me
No one cares...

I still love him
Maybe he wouldnt have dumped me if I was slim...

Put my hands over my eyes and let the tears just...
Because this pain in my heart is just never gonna...

Ive walked this road for way to long
Its been so long Ive forgotten what was wrong...

Lying here by the wall
Whats wrong Lauren? nothing nothing at all...

Lying right beside the wall
What happened to Lauren oh nothing nothing at all...