Starving for perfection
a beauty from within...
A smile meets my face
as I see those numbers drop...
Today I'll tell a lie
if you ask me what i ate...
So what, I'm anorexic
there's nothing you can do...
If you really listened
to the words that i say...
Once again I've failed
i let the hunger win...
Lord here i am before you
i really can not cope...
So many times we're broken
and many times we fall...
My sweet and precious child
you've stolen away my heart...
I see these broken pieces
all gathered in my hand...
It's not okay that my babies are dieing
that my daughter's are fading away...
I'm Trying to be strong
but endlessly i fall...