&& all i wanted was you to look me in the eyes and say \" ill never ignore you again \"
i dont need the iloveyou i just need you.

You know how much i love you
yet you insist on telling me
how much you love her.

We'll never be the same,
no more sneaking out
no more secret love,
no more arguing,
no more sexing me,
no more frendship,
no more us,
no more secret love,
this is how its going to be.

Theres not a day goes by i dont wish for that night,
why was i so rude,
why did i give up,
why did i do what i did,
why didnt i just give in,
maybe i was wrong maybe i was right
maybe we'll never know
cause you just let me go.

If theres always another girl then there can never be a us, if theres always another lie then i have no trust, if you cant tell anyone about me then tell me why you want me. .

im not going to be another secret.

Your never around
but ana always is
you wont support
so mia is by my side
you dont think its right
well i'll never believe its
wrong.

I want to be the
girl who you see
down the street and
say ' i can see al her bones'
ill look at you and reply
'yes you want to count them too'
ANA is my bestfriend/

Thinking thin wont make you
be thin. work for ana and she'll
pay you. no money involved.
just weight lost

&& if you see this know..
im ((ok)) with us not talkin.
but im [dying] knowin
you D O N T care anymore.

&& for the ::first time::
you C A N T
use the excuse
"you ran from me"
but now..
I CAN.