Alone and depressed
i feel like a poster for a
self help line.

::he:: walks away
::she:: crys herself to sleep

::she:: loves "he"
::he:: loves her

S H E
is the girl unloved in the
story of a heartbreak.

I dont need a excuse
on why your leaving me..
i could see the reason in your
eyes when you looked at ::HER::

Nothing matters
when the heart is broken.
the dream is crushed
the spirit died
and the guy left. < // 3

i left you
and now im
wondering why.
you found another
and i think i just might die.
i cant handle the pain im going threw
i just want it to be
:: ME && YOU.::

She peals off the fake smile
shows them who she is
they run away
because who she was
isnt who she is.

&& for the ::first time::
you C A N T
use the excuse
"you ran from me"
but now..
I CAN.

&& if you see this know..
im ((ok)) with us not talkin.
but im [dying] knowin
you D O N T care anymore.

And why is it when i
want you to STAY
you [leave] and
when i want to R U N
i :cant: find the strength
to pick up my LEGS.

You call yourself a bestfriend.
but a bestfriend would of
noticed the tremble in my voice
and the tears in my eyes
and the hole in my heart when you
said it was ok for me to leave you.
running away has never been
SO HARD.