Unworthy of a mothers love,
From birth a journey began...

Every night,
When I lay awake...

My insufferable emptiness,
Chooses its time to surface...

Enslavement to the Emptiness,
A treaty my mind signed...

Dancing with her shattered dreams,
She prances on the jagged pieces...

*Not a poem, just an old diary entry*
i knew this would happen. Everyone says the worst...

A glistening wrapper,
Full of sugar delight...

From a Mothers flawless womb,
An imperfection now lived...

I threw up today mum,
My stomach in an anxious knot...

My dearest friend,
Do you believe in my suffering...

No
one will love me...

To wake one night - cold, lonely. The knowledge...
Tears - keep streaming - i can't control. Make...