Here i sit,
Much disturbance...

A distant glare,
A smile less grin...

I am gone : Forever gone,
my dirty sins rain : Forever rain...

A soundless roar;
Sound off to the final fall...

I threw up today mum,
My stomach in an anxious knot...

I wanna be weak, but strong,
i wanna be soft, but hard...

I wanna be thin and all bone,
with no fat to hold on...

I wish i wish i wish in vain,
For the stars to shine tonight...

I'm sorry,
For what I can't describe...

I give up the barbaric notion of chewing on...
I repent every moment of weakness...

Is it this time round,
That i stick to what am told...

'Inside Inside' she whispers softly,
No need to tell another soul...