Watch the digits dance as i compose my lament

Tissue paper for my skin, just tear off the blasphemy

Surrogate Father In My Mind Don't Abandon Me Just Yet She May Come And Be Better But Watch me Now

Trickles a shade i deny to see, My sins are blushing

In the end, i guess i had to fall
Through the dark abyss
Never to land:
But forever linger in limbo

Balancing on the tight rope, Tempted to be pulled back to the mainstream of life

But more so: To close my eyes and fall

When they wondered about me - They were right to wonder

They just never got it right

And as i sat in darkness,
Watching the lights outside,
I heard a voice utter three words,
'i forgive you',
Shit no one heard that.

Loneliness may get lonely, But my obsession will keep me company

Alone Again Tonight, Curled up, cold and crippled Slowly breathing inhaling the silence My only company