I take my dad's twenty-two
hold it to myself
and make my lips turn blue

I don't know what's worst
Finding out that you can't be with me
Or me learning you don't want me

As the tears run down my face
I think to myself
I thought what you don't know
won't hurt you

You hear my words
and you hear my crys
but all you do is say goodbye

I promise you nothing
not because i don't love you
but because i am scared to fail you