Ii was excited ii thought that this time it would last;; but what was ii thinking, the past could never last

Sitting at home tonight really helped me think things through and realize how messed up my life really is ...cuz i'm still not over you.

*iF ii haD OnE wiSh iT wOulD bE tO bE trUly hapPy aGaiN...bUt tHat wOnt haPpeN uNtilL yOur miiNe agAiiN*