"It's raining in my heart
like it's raining outside&quot...

The knife is dropped
The skin is split...

The tip of the blade
Runs through my veins...

I hate myself
Hate my life...

If I died no one would miss me
No one loves me...

I cut too deep
I hit a vein...

I am beautiful
I am happy...

I feel like I have no control
Over my life and what happens in it...

When I cry
they say it's fake...

Today I did something bad
Now I wish I never had...

Hold on stop
Drop the knife...

I live in a prison
Thats what I call my home...