The very fabric of my soul is being torn with each passing day. And my will to go on is slowly fading away.Cant you help me with all this pain i feel, i don't want to go on if this is what is real.

Why does this world have to be filled with so much hate?
Sometimes i think without my life , life would be just great.

Holding on to hope is what we really need,
Just holding on for holding on,
Just so we succeed.

A lost love is what you have made,
Its all in your head,
You're just afraid.

If you dont reply to this,
we will never speak again.
But it looks like thats how you want it.
From: Your Forgotten Friend

One thing to ask,
full of fear.
One thing to say,
I hope you hear.

How can you have feelings for me?
But then not even care.
Am i just a bad memory?
Or were you just looking for a soul to tear?

I am who i am , or so it seems,
I think id be a better person if i was never seen.

Was all of this just a big fake?
I miss you so much, i dont wanna wait.
Can we patch things back up ?
Or has all your love turned to hate?

People say "Never give up on the things that truely make you smile"....but what are you supposed to do when the one true thing that made you smile, has given up on you?

Dear lord,
Please take my life soon,
Living in hell is killing me.