Watching you kill her with
your stares...
Thoughts are circling
in my head...
Shaking, trembling, scared.
You cooly walk into the classroom...
Every time I see you in the hallway,
I fight the memories, trying to block...
I feel like a fugitive
I'm ready to run...
She's just barely 17,
with strawberry blonde hair and blue eyes...
You see me & you drop you head.
Hold your head low boy. Hold it low...
Sometimes I wonder if I should talk to you,
would your crying explanations put me at ease...
It's been 4 years and I'm still here
In the beginning I thought I wouldn't make it...
Standing in a hot shower
The steaming water pouring down...
You love me
You hate me...
I just want to scream at you but I can't even bare...
How dare you say there was never a baby, you just...