I'm not afraid of dying...I'm just afraid of how much longer I have to be alive...

I told him I wanted to spend time with him before I left. He said he was too busy and that we'd hang out as soon as I got back...little did he know that when I said I was leaving, I knew I would never be coming back...

Will I ever be anything more than a face from your past or would you rather I remain nothing at all to you anymore?

The only thing I regret in the end is never letting you take the blame for what happened...I always just blamed it on myself to make others happy...

I don't drink, I don't cut, I don't get high for fun. I drink, I cut, and I get high to forget about what you've done.

[[Baby I Won't Wait 4ever]]
What it comes down to: I'm trying to get over him. I just want to talk to him and make things better...haven't heard from him. Our baby's due date was yesterday. He doesnt care.