Four years today,
And I just feel the same...

Grasping hands of past,
No longer in sight...

I prayed for some help,
And god was kind...

Happiness is a smile,
That never runs out...

Surrounded with guilt,
Imprisoned by hate...

Caring but hurting,
Loving but destroying...

Left out in the cold,
Walking in the rain for hours...

I can't solve your problems,
And I can't take your fears...

In these fifteen years,
There have been only two words...

I sit here blankly,
Thinking of moments past and new...

You never thought of us,
Of our feelings or thoughts...