Sometimes i sit in my room all alone at night,
wondering when the time will finally be right...

I dont think you really care about how i feel,
when you hurt me i dont even get time to heal...

The strongest man i know is feeling weak,
it is now hard to find comfort in the words i hear...

Last night was the scariest one of my life,
i didn't know what you'd do, resort to your knife...

The day i fell in love with you was the happiest...
the day i fell out of love with ....wait...that...

You sit here and wonder about a lot of things,
wondering if im going out and having random...

Fuss and fight,
kick and scream...

You want me to stop talking to that one certain...
over and over i keep asking why...

Danny Sanders was my best friend, and for the...
R.I.P. Danny Sanders 12/2/2005...

You hide the bad feelings so deep down inside,
when they start to show you just run and hide...

I dont know how to be strong about this anymore,
it hurts so bad i just cut and lay on the floor...

You think saying you love me will make me not sad?
you think giving me a hug will make me not mad...