We mock, and we tear, and we break, and we rip,
Because we judge, and we assume, and we analyze...
You know that feeling,
when you are surrounded by a crowd...
Why do you choose to sit there alone,
Holding the scissors, the knife, the razor blade...
Empty hollowness.
My heart is hardened...
I can't want her.
This emotion is contrary to my piety...
Sometimes
and by sometimes...
I am not good enough for you,
I messed up just like I always do...
Late at night most are tucked in bed,
Warm and cozy amid layers of cotton comfort...
I am,
the voice for that sorrow...
I am your shield,
against the world...
Sleep.
Wake...
I fail to be. . .
I fail to be me...