And i will keep telling myself that i dont want him and that she can have him even though in the back of my mind i know he means alot more than that

Its wierd you know when you first start liking a boy all you can think about is if he likes you but once you have him all you can think about is when he is going to break your heart like the rest of them did

Go ahead and break my heart i will still be superficially beautiful isnt that all that mattered to you?

There is something about that look in your eyes something i noticed when the light was just right it reminded me twice that i was alive and it reminded me that you are worth the fight

You have this way of meaning everything to me and nothing at the same time

We scream our insecurities and mutter our apologies and that is why this world will always be as messed up as it is

Why is it too much to ask of you to care about me the way i care about you

I always fall for that one guy who is out of reach but still close enough to make it hurt

And im not so sure that falling for you so fast was a smart idea..

I would give you my heart.. but im just not sure you would know what to do with it..