And for the fact that we are who we are that just has to be enough

And all of those little things that you hate about yourself now someday will be the reason that someone falls in love with you

And it is habit now to look away every time you look at me because i am scared to show you what you do to me

And i will keep telling myself that i dont want him and that she can have him even though in the back of my mind i know he means alot more than that

And i have a list of things i would like to change about myself because ever since i met you i am a mess of insecurites

I know he may not be the cutest guy but to me he is and there is something about him that makes my stomach drop everytime i see him.

And right when you turned to walk out that door all i wanted to scream was "you have no idea what you are leaving behind, i love you more then any other girl is capable of" but for some reason the words just got stuck in my throat

And all i really want to do is call you right now but i know that it is not right i probably shouldnt tell you this but i dreamed about you last night

There is a fine line between who we love, who we settle for, and who we deserve

She hopes he'll see the real girl, the one behind the quiet & self-concious girl, the one who loves her friends more than life itself & laughs at things just because she can & thinks life is all about having the time of your life everyday