I dont know i dont want to be like this i hate this i hate the way you've made me feel and im sick of pretending that is doesnt hurt me because it does

He said he would stay on the phone until i stopped talking and fell asleep when i woke up i heard him say "good morning did you know that you have deep conversations in your sleep? and in case you didn't know i love you to" x33

This hand can write the words just as fast as i can think them up in a state of half awake i fill the page with all my frantic thoughts i hope on say you'll get to reas what i dont have the guts to say

So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers let me steady myself in the arms of a man who wont ask me to be what he needs but lets me exist as i am

Oh yes the past can hurt but the way i see it is you can either run from it or learn from it

And i wonder how long it will take her to realize that the word "different" to him just means the name..

Here i stand with everything to lose and all i know is i dont wanna ever see the end baby please im reaching out for you. wont you open your heart and let me come back in

And it doesnt matter what you do to me all you have to do is say im sorry baby and i melt all over again

And ive been broke before. and i need a reason the believe that you are different. and if you cant give me one, then your not

I am leaving my past where it belongs behind me.. and my future well it looks great becausr you wont be a part of it