Standing on the edge of the abyss
I look down knowing...

My future child
I worry you will be like your mother...

Please forgive me
for my heart still beats in rhythm with yours...

I try to rinse the stench of aldultery off my skin
try to wash his scent away...

No words can say a feeling
so prove it to me...

When I flip on the televison screen
I stare at the news...

You know what...
I don't know why I like you...

The day you passed
my heart started beating again...

When I say nothing is wrong,
I mean everything is wrong...

You came to visit me
both of us loving...

You and I
just friends...

I'm writing this letter to you before I leave
I gave it to you to read after I left...