I looked for you for hours, then realized you'd...
*each line you have to look at to understand the...

This secrecy yearning to be free,
like the dove and the angels wing.like a tear not...

Spinning, dizzy, lonely road. trot by no one, your...
"peace thank god at last!" , but what's...

Lost, unable to see, tortured by the heart in me...
red flows in my 3 inch deep cuts. wishes to smile...

I'm wondering, I'm trying,
I'm praying, not hiding, speaking , breathing...

When you spend every second of everyday never...
when you see your best friend one way with others...

What is going through your mind? was every kiss a...
this ones not really done, i just cant get the...

Sorry mommy i didn't mean to be me, sorry mommy...
& now that I'm dead you don't have to worry...

Spinning out of control out of this world punching...

When we first got together and we arrived at your...

They are all telling me everyday how much they've...

Just when i believe that it is all gone, i get...
some day soon i pray that we will see what is...