I'm sick of crying myself to sleep 4 you
i'm sick of all the cute little things you do
i'm sick of seeing you so happy with her
i'm sick of pretending i like your best friend
when all i can think of is jumping on you

Loving you hurts so bad cuz your never there
it'll never happen
you'll never care and no matter how hard i try
it never works

i told myself how bad you were to me but then i see you and i don't really care

Im glad your a senior
you'll be graduating this year
but then again
i won't see your face in the hall
i won't have anyone to get all pretty for
.............but hey at least you'll be gone and maybe my heart won't hurt so much................

Your leaving this summer
maybe not seeing your face will make it easier
maybe my heart will be mended by the time you come back and shatter it all over again

Maybe if i would've known that you were the only person that could make me feel that way i would have tried a little harder to keep you

*gEtTiNg KiCkEd OuT oF mY hOuSe CuZ yOu SnUk InTo My RoOm WaS *ToTaLlY* WoRtH iT*

&& now I realize that you mean *EvErThInG* to me,
but it was 3,729 weeks, 43 days, and 3 hours *tO lAtE*

I found someone *bEtTeR*
I found someone *NeW*
But I don’t love him
Cuz I all ready love you

I can’t cry myself to sleep anymore…………. I just ran out of tears

& last night i had hope because you reminded me of that night so long ago