*waking up everyday and getting all pretty just for you even though i know you won't even look at me*

*i stay up late every night hoping to hear rocks rustling outside my window*

*you told me you loved me* *but that's what you tell all the girls* *to get what you want*

*you left me crawling*
*scared from the falling*

*a boy that makes you cry isn't worth it*
*not one bit*

*if only he could have seen the way i looked at him in the dark* *my eyes open so wide to take in the beauty of his smile*

*i lost you once*
*and if you would only give me a second chance*
*i would make it work*
*because i don't know what i would do........ if i lost you twice

And honestly if you *E V E R* decided that you want me back i don't know what i would say

if i lost you again i don't think i could live with myself knowing i lost the best thing i ever had twice

I don;t care what everyone else thinks i just wanna be with you

in your arms

in your mind

in your heart

in your life

How could i fall in love with someone i've known for years?