Is this what you looking for?
Heartbreak and lost?
i certainly did not,,,

Someone told me,"You are famous in school,"
I was only thinking,
"Famous? I just want one person i want to love and hold dear tight,"

I can never finish writing a book about myself,
Cause everytime i begin,
It begins with,
"My life begins when i met her,"
I smiled for a while, then i stop typing,
Caused she left,,,,

Girls, stick to one guy, and don't make other guys think they have shot at you,
When people say, guys is the problem in relationship, i can not agree completely,,,,after you,

Full of smiles, full of hate,
Thats what i am doing instead,
So that you might think i am ok,
After you broke my heart, that day,,

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check out the blog,,,,and leave comments, its too long and more of a story so i didnt publish it here,,,,thx

And each time i kiss you goodnight,,,
I find it harder to let you go,,,,,

Nothing in this world last forever,
That's why its more beautiful,,,
The moments spent with you,,,,,

To love and be love,
You hear it a thousand time,
But you only really appreciate it when you have one,,,,,,,,
Stop messing around with people's heart, cause it hurts,

Maybe someday you will know,,
When you lie to someone that i am not yours,,,,,,you might not want people to know yet,,,,
I do know that too but i can not lie that i am not hurt when you say it infront of me, or my back,,,,