"Just do not want to be the guy who says i love you and leaves..."
(If i do not have to leave in a month, i would have said everything,,,)

"Love is for everyone?"
Easy for those who has one,
But what about those who only finds that love kills them huh?
Don't talk as if you know all, not everyone is as lucky,,,

The horoscope says,
"Aquarius can let go friends easily..."
Then why are my knuckles bleeding and my eyes are full of tears?
Some people i cannot let go,,,

The truth for me is, an aquarius, we sometimes falls in love easy,,
Butthe part we let go easily is not true for most of us,,,
How do you let go the ones you love?

They are the ones i cared the most,
They are the ones that changed my life,
Made me a better person than what i was,
,,,,
(They= the people i love)\
and i have to leave them,,,

I am going to some place new and i thought i will bring happy memories with me when i go,,,but all i get is dissapointment and heart broken,,,-guilty-

I may laugh and smile and jump as if i am the luckiest guy in the world,,,
But no one knows inside all i wanna do is lose my memories of you,,

Of the six billion souls in the earth,
Why does mine was the one you torn apart,
And disperse it around the world,
And leave me nothing but an empty shell,
Why?
-guilty-

I want to meet the five people i meet in heaven,,,
Maybe one of them could explain why she left me in a hell hole,,,
-guilty-

I wish i am everyone else but myself,
Cause you love them more than you love me,
Even if i am a stranger,
At least i might be able to start something new,
-guilty-