Through the outside you see me adorn
But inside I'm just ragged and worn...
The blood runs freely from my wrists
As I stare at the knife in my hand...
The knife slides slowly across her wrist
The blood drips down to her fingertips...
I hate the fact that your still here
I hate the fact that you don't care...
I'm sitting here, wasting time
When I realize your friendship wasn't worth a dime...
It hurts my soft heart
All the brutal scars you give...
Some people always say
Your actions give you away...
Why do people judge you
On the appearance that they see...
I sit in the dark
A knife in my hand...
Play with razors
Play with knives...
Losing time as days go by
Hatred on earth makes me cry...
Loving you is hard to do
The things I feel unclear but true...